i am my own tumour

Today I did a tally of how many Bad vs. Repair vs. Good months I had in 2010.  Then I did the same for 2009.  There was no need for 2008 and 2007 tables; one column would have sufficed.  It comforts me that there has been marked progress between last year and the year before, despite both having no crosses under Good.

When I looked at the blank 2011 table, I panicked at the starkness of the 12 empty, empty, empty too empty please fill me boxes in the first column.  I cheer teams on all the way until the final whistle blows, but never have hope to spare when my life is in play.  Talk about self-detonation.

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